MY AREA

Aku tahu bahwa rancangan terbaik buat hidupku ada pada Tuhan,
tiap langkahku diatur oleh Tuhan,
pertolonganku datang dari Tuhan dan tujuanan hidupku untuk kemuliaan Tuhan.
Sebab itu aku tidak mau lagi berlari tanpa tujuan yang jelas,
skrg agku 5u b'lari u/ m'raih mahk0ta yg tlah Tuhan siap'k bgi masa dpan'qu.
Krna i2 agku p'sembah-k masa dpan'qu s'penuh'y pda Tuhan,

Ketika AKU HARUS JUJUR tentang semuanya,
DEMI CINTA ku terhadapmu...
Tapi ku tak mampu melakukan itu dan aku telah terlambat. Aku sadar bahwa aku telah melakukan KESALAHAN YANG SAMA...

Mungkin BILA RASAKU INI RASAMU, kau akan merasakan betapa sakitnya aku...

Aku akan tetap menyimpan rasa ini, walau TAPI BUKAN AKU yang ada dihatimu..
Dan sekarang hanyalah LAGU RINDU yang dapat kuucapkan untuk MENGENANGMU dan itu semua TAK LEKANG OLEH WAKTU dihatiku...

My Pray,

dear lord,
I pray for a man
That will be a part of my life
A man that really love YOU more than everything
A man that will take me in the second place of his heart
A man that live not for himself but for YOU
Face and physical attraction are not important

The most important is
I want a heart that really loves and thirsty of YOU
And has desire to be like YESUS
And he must know for whom and for what he lives
So hislife is not useless

Someone that has a wise heart, not only smart brain
A man that not only loves me,but also respect me
A man that not only can adore me,but can warn when i am wrong
A man that loves me not from my physical but from my heart
A man that can be my best friend in anytime and situation
A man that makes me feel a women when i am in beside him

I am not asking for a perfect man
But i ask for an important man
So i can make he perfect in YOUR EYES
A man that needs my support for him strength
A man that needs my prayer for his life
A man that needs my smile to cover his sadness
A man that needs my love so he could feel love
A man that needs me to make he life

And i also ask
Make me become a woman that can made he proud
Give me a heart that really love YOU
So i could love him with YOUR love,not i love him with my love
Give me YOUR gentle spirit,
So my personality does not come from my outside,but come from YOU
Give me YOUR hands,that i always be able to pray for him
Give me YOUR eyes, so i could see many good things in him not the bad ones
Give me YOUR mouth that is filled with YOUR words of wisdom and encourage,
so i could support him everyday
Give me YOUR lips,and i will smile everytime

And i want that when we finally meet
Both of us can say "How Great Thou Art"
Thank you, give me someone that can make me life perfect
I know that YOU want meet us at a right time.

Amen . . .